RazoR

Been away for a long time... wanted to share again..
It is a one taker.. very rough around the edges, lots of false notes
Do not have the energy to make it better
Miss you guys. thanks

I’ve been thinking a lot
about you my friend
The days are getting cold
and I got a lot of time on my hands

Winter seems to put a chill
in my old memories
I thought you’d be in heaven by now
but you don’t seem at ease

I take a little walk outside
And I light up a cigarette
Not a thing to do out there
But it beats staying in my bed

Reflections in the windowpanes
Remember your face
There always seems to be some truth
In the stories they create

What should I tell you about my life
My life is nothing at all

Put a little heart on me
When you see me breaking down
Put a little heart on me
When I’m not gonna get around
Put a little heart on me
When I cry out to the stars
Put a little heart on me

I’ve been dreaming a lot
about you my love
Retelling the good old times
that I’ve been so proud of

I don’t believe in faith and all
but I guess I’m meant to be alone
Who am I gonna share it all with
My pain is my own

What should I tell you about my life
My life is nothing at all

Put a little heart on me
When you see me breaking down
Put a little heart on me
When I’m not gonna get around
Put a little heart on me
When I cry out to the stars
Put a little heart on me

Another day in paradise.

My final weekend with her.

I guess this song speaks for itself. Just a raw recording. It's about a beautiful and destructive woman who ripped my heart out. Thanks for listening

Lyrics:

There you are again   
Oh beautiful liar
Hold on to me
Cause I'm all you desire

Never let go
I'm all that you have
Oh you need me so
Cause there's no one else left

I pick up the phone
But nobody's calling
You'll be here soon
At least that's what I'm saying to myself
   
You're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all
You're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all

You're vomiting light
I'm swallowing darkness
I'm counting to five
Caterpillars eating up my mind

I hold you I choke you I love you I hate you
I break you I mend you I fuck you I crave you

You're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all
You're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all

Needless to say
I'm so tired of loving you
But I say it anyways
Cause I'm tired of this silence in my room

Sometimes words
Speak louder than actions
For what did I gain
By emptying your needles in my veins

Oh you're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all
Oh you're nothing to me
Nothing to me at all

Drink yourself to death
Oh beautiful liar
And hold on to me
Cause I'm all you desire

This is goodbye
You beautiful liar
This is goodbye
You beautiful liar

Cause you mean nothing to me
Nothing to me at all
No, you mean nothing to me
Nothing to me at all

Hi guys.

Good to be back. It's been a while. Life has been quite difficult for me these years. I'll spare you the details - I haven't been a man of many words here anyways. I'll let the music speak. Thanks for listening .